‘Everyday Feels Like a Battle’: Serving Time Away From Home
By Deanno
I wanted to talk a bit more about my day-to-day experience in regards to where I’m at mentally due to my situation.
About Time dedicates many of its pages to publishing the letters of people in prison, as well as from their family and friends.
This is the centrepiece of the paper: a platform for people to share their experiences and learn from each other.

I wanted to talk a bit more about my day-to-day experience in regards to where I’m at mentally due to my situation.
I want to change my ways and always be there for her, like she has done for me.
Just thought I would send in two photos of what I have been up to during my time in prison.
Finding information relating to Commonwealth Parole or people able to provide correct advice has proven challenging since I was sentenced.
I am writing as I saw my partner’s article and it inspired me. This is probably my millionth time in prison, and time stands still.
How do we escape the trap of feeling worse rather than better?
We want top quality proteins, supplements and items for our health. But we can’t buy what we want, need and like.
For me writing is a powerful tool that helps with my mental health.
It’s a huge safety issue. The steps are metal with no grip tape on the step, so if you slip you could injure yourself.
I wanted to write about the lockdowns we have been subjected to and how it’s not getting any better.
I write to extend feedback – re: your monthly paper. I must say that it was with more than the usual measuring spoon of interest that most here @ MRC welcomed its arrival.
12 months into being remanded in custody. I’m still yet to be sentenced – hence I can’t see the end at all.
It’s time to work smarter and not harder.

I had lived in Sydney all my life, but, due to some regrettable circumstances, a few years ago I was required to attend a Brisbane court for a 3-week-long trial, and since that time I have been residing in a Queensland gaol.

It was another day in the yard. Same boys, same noise. I was comfortable, as much as I could be considering the circumstances.

Yes, dangerous criminals should be punished for breaking the law – but should it be so hard to get on with their lives after prison?

I feel empty without them and I can’t imagine how my dad feels about me being here again.

After being trapped in a DV relationship and now gaining a record and PTSD from it, it has taken me quite a bit of time for me to be able to look myself in the mirror and recognise myself again.

It spun me out my first time in jail. You get paid to be in jail. And we get lollies, chocolate, coffee etc. I’m homeless on the outside. To me, now, it’s home.

I have been in the system a long time. I believe that we as prisoners should be heard a lot more.

Here at MCC we are limited to weight bags and medicine balls. We cannot purchase creatine or protein powders, training gloves or any other essential items that other prisoners at other centres can purchase.

I just want to get back to my home state WA so I can do my time with my family support where I’m happy and have all my supports.


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